| | After two weeks, I still feel hatred and disgust towards my aunt, I decided to consult a father.
I thought that he will tell me what I should do now when we are in the same place but it is not the case, he asked me to dig out my pass and heal every possible wounds so that I can love myself and then love others.
Well! I don't want to touch my pass as most of them are not happy memories but if I don't face it now, it will be more painful for me to touch them when I grow older.
Ok, I have taken the frist step and now is the second step, I am not sure how "big" this step will be.
So, for the time being, I keep escaping my aunt as possible as I can, I am still very aggressive to her in order to protect myself even what I do is ingratutuded. |
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